tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88324238211422795172024-03-13T23:57:17.965-07:00Unperfect WorldUnperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.comBlogger87125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-71353818049850991192013-08-20T03:21:00.002-07:002013-08-20T03:21:13.661-07:00The Inferior Dream
I still move on with what I'm blessed with.
I am indeed happy with my new life.
But wherever I go, or what I do... even in my rest bed or when Im asleep I see you.
I dont know how is this possible. It's been a year and 2 months now, but I wish I could wipe all the memories we had together and I would be the girl that never been hurt badly.
And now I see what stands before me.
Im fighting for my own rights and trying to stand on my own 2 feet.
See where it got me today.
With the help of my partner, family and friends.
I cry inside, no matter how much hurt you have caused me and scared me.
The dream that I see her with you in our house that we onced lived, she being the inferior one that I could take her place, but I just couldnt go back to you nor see you face-to-face anymore.
You took away something that was very precious to me, a life.
And now I have to live by it every day of my life.
In my dream, I drove passed the place you stay and rode a bike to hide my identity.
But you reached out to me and called my name.
Talking to me, asking me to come home.
But she was there, coming home and being afraid that I was going to take her place.
She's mentally ill and the way I see it, she needs you more than I do.
I walked away with tears rolling down my cheeks and you let go of my hands.
I took my helmet and wanted to ride off but you followed behind me.
Why are you doing this? I asked myself...
I woke up and its never real, nothings real.
When I woke up, I felt more inferior because my partner wasnt there.
And he left to work the same way you did.
I packed my bags and ran away, thinking you would look for me.
But it's all over now and I gotta look forward whats infront of me than to think that its ever gonna happen.
Sometimes Im afraid that Ill ever bump into you in the malls.
You know, my tears can never shed for you no more.Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-72244579322460224032012-03-14T21:41:00.003-07:002012-03-14T22:00:20.914-07:00Wanted<strong>I know lately he has been busy working,<br />and I started working, but it seems the same when im working or not because Im always home before he is..<br />Im trying to understand that his working hard for us,<br />But sometimes I do have doubts about him which is bad.<br />I keep telling myself its wrong to think that way because in the end of the day when he comes back,<br />he always hug and kiss me telling me how much he loves me very much.<br />H holds me tight and I feel wanted.<br />But sometimes, I feel maybe I should not aspect too much because we'll end up getting disappointed.<br />I know work is work but what about me?<br />Aren't I one of your top priorities or responsibilities?<br />Am I being selfish? unconsiderate?<br />Whenever I text him, I always expect him to text me back.<br />and when I call him, I expect him to pick up the call promptly,<br />I know his trying his best.<br />But I wish we could do better. <br />At least have a days meal together such as dinner?<br />Since breakfast his always sleeping in..</strong>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-46669565221853962882012-03-09T21:15:00.002-08:002012-03-09T21:20:09.104-08:00Working and missing himTime has pass and things have been great.<br />Nowadays, we have been spending time siiting in the pool he just bought for us.<br />Although Im afraid of cold water and tired after a day's work,<br />Im still going in just to have that special moment with him.<br />Now sure if he notices anot.<br />Trying to figure out what to cook and how every day.<br />Cause we haven't bought our cooking stove yet,<br />so currently using our housemate's one. (Kindda feel bad)<br /><br />YIPPIE~<br />Things couldnt be better than this because I have changed.<br />He has too.<br />And I love him for him...<br />so muchUnperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-10851471838250310462011-10-19T05:40:00.000-07:002011-10-19T05:59:58.459-07:00I need to knowSometimes I wonder what I'm hoping for,<br />Feels like I've lost my sense of direction.<br />Knowing that we're just sitting on the see-saw,<br />up and down up and down, <br />not knowing when one is going to stop.<br />Who says it's going to be an easy ride?<br />Although time is not on my side,<br />but I would strive for what's best for all.<br /><br />I feel that I'm not getting the support and encouragement,<br />I dont know what I'm good at anymore.<br />Help me find my way through,<br />although it's just a little tiny one.<br /><br />I feel blocked.<br />Like I can't breathe. <br />Since that morning, I've been hoping.<br />But each day I feel like I'm getting weaker and weaker.<br />My appetite has decrease.<br />Body getting weaker and sometimes it shakes.<br /><br />Just don't push me away.<br />Talk to me.<br />I don't even know what's going on nor what your thinking.<br />So please, if you wanna be happy..<br />just talk it out so that we both know.<br />For the best of us.Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-81424634149533604022011-08-22T00:33:00.000-07:002011-08-22T00:38:18.572-07:00How much?How much do I want to do things behind your back?
<br />How much do I want to see you get hurt?
<br />How much do I want to lie?
<br />HOW much?
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<br />If only you knew how were things between.
<br />If only you knew that I never meant to hurt you.
<br />If only you knew I only did this because I know your temper and jealousy could kill us both.
<br />If only you knew I never once gave up on you, but to move on just because hurting both you and I are just.. so... PAINFUL!
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<br />Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-84462480748045155902011-07-24T21:07:00.001-07:002011-07-24T21:22:30.463-07:00Last Night<div style="text-align: center;">I pray to God to keep you forever<br />Sometimes I get the feeling that we were meant for each other<br />But hate and envy will kill us all<br />How could we go on if we are still stuck here<br />I did not plan to watch the person I love or care about get hurt because of all my downfalls and mistakes<br />Listen here, life isnt just about me.<br />When I'm under pressure, I run away.<br />And you would think for us both, its over<br />Or maybe that's just me<br />Just like the days and nights where I would just disappear<br />And get u crazed up. Like a lost man.<br /><br />Sometimes I couldnt reach to you because of the obstacles that I'm going thru<br />But somehow I feel your presence is always by my side<br />Countless times you would try to get closer to my heart and comfort me<br />And I thank you for giving me that little hope of love to hold on<br />I used to remember lying beside you, counting the infinite stars in the sky...<br />Especially after tears has fallen and rolled down my cheeks.<br /><br />You used to tell me to stop crying because I'll look ugly when I cry<br />But I know, when I cry, you too cry inside.<br />Your being strong for me, to show me the courage.<br />I don't know where else can I find a guy like you.<br />Trust me.<br /><br />Obviously</div>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-79097046660170413122011-07-09T21:47:00.000-07:002011-07-09T21:56:28.451-07:00God GivenGod gave us life,<br />He gave us everything we could possibly have.<br />But why can't someone with both legs and arms do something?<br />But ask and beg, sometimes command??<br />Are we that spoiled that we're born with a Silver spoon???<br /><br />And yet, i get hit back on my face.<br />"WHY DID GOD GAVE ME TO YOU"<br />should i take this statement into consider?<br />should i tell you that everything has a purpose?<br />Don't come telling me this when I'm right infront of you.<br />You wanna put that statement into my mind, please do it in your own space.<br />Not when Im around.<br /><br />Because it hurts.<br />It hurts knowing that your complaining that I'm a gum placed into your hands,<br />and cant be scraped off.<br />To you, I seem to be unappreciative to the works you've done for me.<br />But have you actually took the time to look back and say:<br />"WOW, SHE REALLY SPEND SO MUCH DOING THIS FOR ME"<br />"WOW, SHE REALLY SACRIFICE FOR ME"<br />"WOW, SHE REALLY CARED"<br />"WOW, SHE GAVE THE MOST FOR ME AND TOOK THE LEAST"<br />"WOW, JUST BECAUSE OF ME, SHE DID IT"<br /><br />have you???<br />Sometimes i just wanna shout back at you when you say those kinds of things.<br />Everytime i just shut up.... shut my mouth from saying anything that hurts you... and keeps it inside.<br />But u dont know how dangerous it could be when i burst.<br />You deserve to know, you felt it before.<br />Please dont make the same mistakes.<br />I dont wanna do the same old shit again.<br /><br />Just keep moving forward~Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-8966230472998481772011-04-26T07:11:00.001-07:002011-04-26T07:19:10.375-07:00this is what i have to sayHow come I feel like my heart longs for you?<br />How come I feel like Im giving in too much?<br />How come I feel each and everyday, this love grows stronger bit by bit.<br /><br />How come?<br />I wonder...<br /><br />But it hurts me when im just the shadow,<br />appears when your in danger...<br />Feeling like the person who wants something from afar,<br />but couldnt get it...<br />Would watching you from afar be enough?<br />Even if I reach my hands out to you,<br />would you stretch out your arms and hold me?<br />would you take a glance back at me?<br /><br />(to be continued...)Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-45841676918620480312011-01-17T05:14:00.000-08:002011-01-17T06:34:27.391-08:00No Title- No WayI couldn't find the words to describe this love anymore.<br />It seems like its all a night's dream<br />Where every wonderful and horrible things happen,<br />even nonsensical events happen in this dream/nightmare.<br /><br />I wish that you, the one beside me, would be there for me always.<br />In terms of helping me out, being there for me, sharing and communicating together as one.<br />Being loyal and faithful, truthful to your words and not breaking any promises.<br />But things between us don't seem to be like that anymore.<br />I could only remember the time we started dating, our first date.<br />14th February 2009<br /><br />Do you even remember anything now?<br />Things seem to be clearer to me now,<br />I understand the way your treating me.<br /><br />What did i do wrong to deserve this kind of love from you?<br />All I do is just blame myself for not being perfect for you,<br />Perfect for your eyes, perfect for your heart, perfect for your mind.<br />That's why you have the nerves to go for others.<br /><br />Please don't drag me on this scheme of yours if it's untrue.<br />Because I dont want you to hurt me no more.<br />I want to know the truth coming out from your mouth.<br />If I have to leave loving you, I'll leave because I know that I can't satisfy you.<br />But if you want me, please then... I'M ASKING YOU,<br />Just be faithful to me.<br /><br />Every night I pray hard for us to last a happy life together,<br />Each time I ask for God's blessing and protection to be upon us.<br />And that my family would accept who we are, as it is.<br /><br />I've been giving you full heartedly,<br />My everything; which I don't think you fully understand what I meant by Everything.<br />It's too personal that I'm not gonna type it in here.<br />But I hope that things will be the same like you said that day.Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-4530840874574415562010-12-22T08:33:00.000-08:002010-12-22T08:37:53.749-08:00Loving you<div style="text-align: center;">Loving you means something important to me.<br />This means how much I love you.<br />Although it has been rough for us lately,<br />it always turn out to be a happy story in the end.<br />Yesterday night, you enlighten me up by surprising me with a gift that was laid on the dining table with a lighted candle and the hand-made tissue rose.<br />It was an unexpected moment for me,<br />and I just wanna tell you 'Thank You' for going through all this trouble just to make me happy.<br />And I really appreciate what your doing.<br />Just pray to God that we'll forever be happy together and that he'll guide us and protect us each and everyday.<br />I love you so much Pin Hon.<br />I don't know whether you know what I mean by 'much'.<br />But it's greater than any love any mother has given, and friend or pass has given.<br />Greater than infinity and supernova.<br />It's just alot!<br />Can't wait for you to come home.<br />I love you.<br />Hugs and kisses<br /></div>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-861680477343204702010-12-20T17:37:00.000-08:002010-12-20T17:43:14.990-08:00trust & forgivingIt's all about trust and forgiving,<br />What's there to move on when you don't realize?<br />But blindly living each day like a fool.<br />The world is full of bogus when you think back.<br /><br />No one said its gonna be easy,<br />You have to stand on your on ground,<br />And be the one that people look up upon.<br />Not to say that you have to be of most expected,<br />But upon your own.<br /><br />continues~Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-54103154949073274532010-11-04T08:42:00.000-07:002010-11-04T08:44:48.294-07:00In Whatever Time We Have<div style="text-align: center;">I don't give a damn for the thunders of fathers<br />Come hell or high water whatever they do<br />I could not live in a world without you<br /><br />In whatever time we have<br />For as long as we are living<br />We can face whatever comes<br />If we face it now as one<br />I could make on my own<br />Let me know that I don't have to<br />No one really wants to be alone<br />In whatever we time have<br /><br />If at times we are afraid<br />With so little to believe in<br />It's alright to feel afraid<br />I will hold you in the dark<br />All we know for sure is this<br />Though the world could end tomorrow<br />You and I will be together<br />In whatever time we have<br /><br />We know life can be a battlefield<br />We can face whatever comes<br />If we face it now as one<br /><br />But we won't run and we won't yield<br />You'll be my fortress and I will be your shield<br />No one really wants to be alone<br />In whatever time we have<br /><br />There are time I've been afraid<br />In a world that's so uncertain<br />Then I feel your hand in mine<br />And there's courage in my heart<br /><br />We could live a hundred years<br />Or the world could end tomorrow<br />But we know we'll be together in whatever time<br /><br />From this day forward nights don't seem so black<br />From this day forward we will never look back<br />In whatever time we have<br />We will make the most of time<br />And at least we'll be together in whatever time<br />We have</div>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-42645808035826810372010-11-04T08:24:00.000-07:002010-11-04T08:36:29.217-07:00STUCK<div style="text-align: center;">Not quite a woman,<br />Not quite a child either,<br />But I'm stuck somewhere in between.<br /><br />We look the same, like you or me.<br />But looks aren't always what they seemed.<br /><br />Just trapped within,<br />somewhere deep inside.<br />Our memories repressed,<br />from when I was a child.<br />Awakened this thoughts,<br />someone you'll find,<br />a child inside who takes over my mind.<br /><br />Mother's words becomes a part of us,<br />it last forever in our minds.<br />So you'll never know,<br />what's might said it all.<br />It could happen anytime.<br /><br />I'M trap within, deep inside~<br /></div>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-54685847782072807612010-11-04T07:45:00.000-07:002010-11-04T08:07:15.277-07:00My thoughts of You<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">When I first laid eyes on him,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I thought this was my chance.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">He flashed me up a blinding smile,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">and reached out his hands to me.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">You know the way we met,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">it wont leave my mind.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Dancing across the room every night,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">was the happiest thing. To me.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">It's like an arrow right through my heart,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">It's like a thorn into my soul when his not beside me.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">You know when you reach for something,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">and then its pulled away.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Or when you know you long for something</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">but you can't have it today.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Ive heard love find every heart,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">and I guess love does come t</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Cause the guy who stole my heart,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">and inspired me to write this,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Is you. <span style="font-style: italic;">Chin Pin Hon</span>.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">And I'm lucky that it's <span style="font-style: italic;">ME.</span></span></div>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-51529389835719326082010-11-04T07:36:00.000-07:002010-11-04T07:36:08.166-07:00This song is dedicated to my love one, Chin Pin Hon. Don't want an Ending<object style="background-image: url("http://i3.ytimg.com/vi/n1p74Isbcgc/hqdefault.jpg");" width="480" height="295"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/n1p74Isbcgc?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/n1p74Isbcgc?fs=1&hl=en_US" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="480" height="295"></embed></object>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-47273519261569896952010-10-30T21:51:00.001-07:002010-10-30T21:56:24.349-07:00Good to have Nice people around<div style="text-align: center;">Yes we do know that my beloved had to attend Salsa festival for 4 days,<br />But I had people inviting me over their house to chill...<br />On Thursday and Friday I was over my mom's place.<br />And yesterday I was over our neighbour's house.<br />OOOO.... NICE TIME.<br />They bought this big bottle of Sake and 5 of us totally finished it.<br />Oh not to mention, Desmon and Vijin were puffing of CIGARS.<br />For the first time, in front of me, I see people puffing on those.<br />Well, they also had thier own bongs for Shisha...<br />But probable we'll have that next time because Desmond hasnt set the Charcoal..<br />So yeah... It was fun...<br />And Vijin just came back from Saudi, Welcome back!!<br />haha...<br />Just realise somehow I came back light headed!<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Not drunk yea<br /></div>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-42654230810762884222010-10-30T21:26:00.000-07:002010-10-30T21:49:29.775-07:00Gossip Gurls<div style="text-align: center;">Walao!<br />I know I'm much younger and much more capable.<br />Not to mention I don't have wrinkles and sags or maybe mustache growing out.<br />I just don't like people going around telling other people about other people's life;<br />gossips and lies!<br /><br />Let me ask you something,<br />Is it wrong to know someone new?<br />A new friend?<br /><br />Well, let me tell you something Gossipers.<br />The friend I just met,<br />Is a very nice fellow.<br />We could relate to each other in a way.<br />Why?<br />Same age, or should I say GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE?<br />You wanna POISON my LIFE, go ahead.<br />Because that's what you'll do during your free time right?<br /><br />Scenario 1: (over the phone)<br />Person 1: Hey, You know I heard from someone that your daughter is stalking X.<br />Person 2: Is it?<br />Person 1: Yes la, you think I'm lying to you r? She's stalking X on facebook, msn, etc.<br />Person 2: Ai ya, nevermind la. New friends ma, they just met ma.<br />Person 1: Heloo!! You know your daughter, she's good with guys. Don't you think she's stalking X, and flirting with him?<br />Person 2: Hmmm....<br />Person 1: Furthermore, X is a romeo and Juliet type. Have you seen X's blog?<br />Person 2: No, what's it about?<br />Person 1: X totally blog all about X personal life.<br />Person 2: owh. K la..<br /><br />Scenario 2: (at home)<br />Cousin 1: hey, you go chat with X?<br />Me: yeah, sometimes... not so often la.. why r?<br />Person 2 : WHAT? You chat with X r? Better becareful r..<br />Me: why?<br />Person 2: cause I heard from person 1 that X is a "romeo juliet" type.<br />Me: so??? how come r?<br />Person 2 : have you read X BLOG?<br />Me: yeah, and i kindda think it relates to me in a way.. like i write poems, or wtv... right Cousin 1? have u read my blog?<br />Cousin 1: yeah, sometimes...<br />Person 2: Anyways, wtv it is... just becareful k?<br />Me: (frustrated and angry) So what? Becareful of what? Nothing also... Just friends only la...<br /><br />Haihz... okay, these are the scenes of what actually happen... It might not be exactly like what i've mention... but roughly it's something like that!<br />Just hate Gossipers!!!<br /></div>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-56666705740083285042010-10-29T08:46:00.001-07:002010-10-29T08:51:35.259-07:00A New LeafI just wanna change myself,<br />I wanna be someone I always wanted to be.<br />I used to have a goal,<br />That I promised someone.<br /><br />When I turn 21, I would start dressing up like a real lady.<br />Wearing dresses, and have my own make up sets.<br />Getting all the attention,<br />But only longing for ONE.<br /><br />I don't know how I'm gonna strive for that PERFECT 21 years old Daisy,<br />Feel like starting it now,<br />But every time I try,<br />It just doesn't work.<br />Maybe because I don't shop much,<br />Maybe I'm not born to be like tat,<br />But why do I have a longing to do so?Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-5092537319130167232010-10-29T08:46:00.000-07:002010-10-29T08:46:55.937-07:00[HD] After School - Because of You MV / 애프터스쿨 - 너 때문에 뮤직비디오<object style="background-image: url("http://i1.ytimg.com/vi/XmdeKzLlS8w/hqdefault.jpg");" width="480" height="295"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/XmdeKzLlS8w?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/XmdeKzLlS8w?fs=1&hl=en_US" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="480" height="295"></embed></object>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-75338057818754186382010-10-28T18:54:00.000-07:002010-10-28T18:57:16.722-07:00frustratedGood morning World, another good day to live.<br />I'm trying my best to blog, upload pictures, and do some creative stuff<br />but it's hard... there's always an error or it takes too long, or i don't know..<br />I'm getting frustrated,<br />and I feel like giving up on blogging.<br /><br />No matter what,<br />I'll continue to try till I get it done,<br />and by the mean time,<br />Do comment what I should blog about.<br />ThanksUnperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-78720360793610680932010-10-28T09:43:00.000-07:002010-10-28T09:58:22.256-07:00Relationships are tricky!<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">I just realized that relationships are tricky.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The strategies we think SHOULD work, don't work!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The strategies we think WON'T work, do work...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Let me tell you what I learn during being in a relationship:</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">When we chase girlfriends, boyfriends or even dogs, they run away! </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Why?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Because we are chasing them!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">When we try to trap people in relationships, </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">they can't wait to escape!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">But when we LET GO of them, give them freedom, </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">they usually come back.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">This is 80% true from my experience,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">and some of you readers have experienced that 20% of them run away for good when u give them too much freedom.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Even trying to change people is a bad idea!</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Why?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Because it doesn't work.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">End result = You get frustrated and they hate you, maybe ignore you!</span><br /></div>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-59226340099784033112010-10-28T09:34:00.000-07:002010-10-28T09:34:48.961-07:00Singapore Movie (damn funny)<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/CX4-k93kYOk?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/CX4-k93kYOk?fs=1&hl=en_US" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-46331944205910291382010-10-28T07:28:00.001-07:002010-10-28T07:29:22.968-07:00Dear viewers and frensI'm sorry i tagged you on facebook about my link... but I will try to update every now and then. will upload our pictures too. so keep coming back for more k?Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-75405137179712162522010-10-18T21:30:00.000-07:002010-10-18T21:31:00.015-07:00Something to ShareWhere were you when I said, I loved you?<br />And where were you when I cried at night?<br />And where were you when I needed you the most?<br />Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you<br />I don't want you to leave me, I need you<br />Thinking of all the times we shared<br /><br />I keep thinking that I'm not fine enough for you<br />That I'm too fat for you<br />And I keep thinking I'm not wild enough for you<br />That your embarrass with me<br />But I don't want and wont waste our time trying to figure out<br /><br />I remember when my heart broke<br />I remember when I gave up everything for you<br />I remember releasing my anger and sadness in the park,<br />In my diary too<br />And where were you?<br />My heart couldn't take no more<br />I was sad and lonely<br /><br />I remember when I walked out<br />I remember when I scream, and hated the stuff you did<br />Showed that Black face that you hated so much<br />But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you<br />More and more each day<br /><br />No one knew all the pain I went through<br />Giving up something precious we could have<br />There was nowhere else to go<br />Nobody else to turn to<br /><br />All the love I saved deep in my heart for you<br />Didn't know, where I would go, where I would be with you<br />It just keeps telling me so,<br />That your the one<br />For the rest of my life, I promise myself<br /><br />I know we're both scared Bi<br />But you gotta give me everything<br />Let me be the one who can take you<br />From all the things you've seen and heard or experienced<br />And if you trust in me<br />I can be there for anything you need<br /><br />Share with me, please I beg you<br />Give it all to me, bi<br />Don't run from me, I'll give you every little piece of me<br />And not leaving out a tiny thing<br /><br />I trust you, I love you, I want you, I need you<br />and I don't care what others say about us.Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8832423821142279517.post-25514330132237363982010-10-15T13:51:00.000-07:002010-10-15T19:55:02.782-07:00The End Result<div style="text-align: center;">See, as I mention earlier.<br />The plans I plan for you,<br />It's just a failure.<br /><br />You don't even wanna celebrate your birthday with me.<br />I feel so disappointed when u just blew the candles and not cut the cake.<br />and your first impression of the cake was, Why the cake so big one?<br />Can't you be happy about it?<br /><br />But then you could have fun and celebrate with others,<br />how unfair is this?<br />Don't just tell me you went out with your colleagues,<br />But there were others..<br />And do u even know why the reason the celebrated with you?<br />Because you had cancelled my plans,<br />That they planned something else for you.<br />Within one attempt, they could celebrate with you,<br />But for me it has been many attempts...<br /><br />And it it wasn't for my invitation,<br />They wouldn't even know today's your birthday,<br />Unless they view your facebook profile or wtv,<br />That they mention it's your birthday!<br /><br />I just feel like,<br />The girl I'm trying to be for you,<br />Is not the kindda person I like to be.<br />I just wanna be the kindda girl for you.<br />Whom you see in me,<br />Deep inside me,<br />That I'm really someone special,<br />That you really treasure, and not let go.<br /><br />Why don't I get the chance?<br />Why do I always feel left-out?<br />Why do I feel like I'm just being a fool for you?<br />Why do I feel your embarrass about me?<br /><br />Am I not good enough?<br />I feel so insecure.<br />And yet, I try not to compare us with others.<br /></div>Unperfect Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07470143420948936118noreply@blogger.com0