Wanted

I know lately he has been busy working,
and I started working, but it seems the same when im working or not because Im always home before he is..
Im trying to understand that his working hard for us,
But sometimes I do have doubts about him which is bad.
I keep telling myself its wrong to think that way because in the end of the day when he comes back,
he always hug and kiss me telling me how much he loves me very much.
H holds me tight and I feel wanted.
But sometimes, I feel maybe I should not aspect too much because we'll end up getting disappointed.
I know work is work but what about me?
Aren't I one of your top priorities or responsibilities?
Am I being selfish? unconsiderate?
Whenever I text him, I always expect him to text me back.
and when I call him, I expect him to pick up the call promptly,
I know his trying his best.
But I wish we could do better.
At least have a days meal together such as dinner?
Since breakfast his always sleeping in..

Working and missing him

Time has pass and things have been great.
Nowadays, we have been spending time siiting in the pool he just bought for us.
Although Im afraid of cold water and tired after a day's work,
Im still going in just to have that special moment with him.
Now sure if he notices anot.
Trying to figure out what to cook and how every day.
Cause we haven't bought our cooking stove yet,
so currently using our housemate's one. (Kindda feel bad)

YIPPIE~
Things couldnt be better than this because I have changed.
He has too.
And I love him for him...
so much