Relationships are tricky!

I just realized that relationships are tricky.
The strategies we think SHOULD work, don't work!
The strategies we think WON'T work, do work...

Let me tell you what I learn during being in a relationship:
When we chase girlfriends, boyfriends or even dogs, they run away!
Why?
Because we are chasing them!

When we try to trap people in relationships,
they can't wait to escape!
But when we LET GO of them, give them freedom,
they usually come back.
This is 80% true from my experience,
and some of you readers have experienced that 20% of them run away for good when u give them too much freedom.

Even trying to change people is a bad idea!
Why?
Because it doesn't work.
End result = You get frustrated and they hate you, maybe ignore you!

Singapore Movie (damn funny)

Dear viewers and frens

I'm sorry i tagged you on facebook about my link... but I will try to update every now and then. will upload our pictures too. so keep coming back for more k?

Something to Share

Where were you when I said, I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
And where were you when I needed you the most?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you
I don't want you to leave me, I need you
Thinking of all the times we shared

I keep thinking that I'm not fine enough for you
That I'm too fat for you
And I keep thinking I'm not wild enough for you
That your embarrass with me
But I don't want and wont waste our time trying to figure out

I remember when my heart broke
I remember when I gave up everything for you
I remember releasing my anger and sadness in the park,
In my diary too
And where were you?
My heart couldn't take no more
I was sad and lonely

I remember when I walked out
I remember when I scream, and hated the stuff you did
Showed that Black face that you hated so much
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you
More and more each day

No one knew all the pain I went through
Giving up something precious we could have
There was nowhere else to go
Nobody else to turn to

All the love I saved deep in my heart for you
Didn't know, where I would go, where I would be with you
It just keeps telling me so,
That your the one
For the rest of my life, I promise myself

I know we're both scared Bi
But you gotta give me everything
Let me be the one who can take you
From all the things you've seen and heard or experienced
And if you trust in me
I can be there for anything you need

Share with me, please I beg you
Give it all to me, bi
Don't run from me, I'll give you every little piece of me
And not leaving out a tiny thing

I trust you, I love you, I want you, I need you
and I don't care what others say about us.

The End Result

See, as I mention earlier.
The plans I plan for you,
It's just a failure.

You don't even wanna celebrate your birthday with me.
I feel so disappointed when u just blew the candles and not cut the cake.
and your first impression of the cake was, Why the cake so big one?
Can't you be happy about it?

But then you could have fun and celebrate with others,
how unfair is this?
Don't just tell me you went out with your colleagues,
But there were others..
And do u even know why the reason the celebrated with you?
Because you had cancelled my plans,
That they planned something else for you.
Within one attempt, they could celebrate with you,
But for me it has been many attempts...

And it it wasn't for my invitation,
They wouldn't even know today's your birthday,
Unless they view your facebook profile or wtv,
That they mention it's your birthday!

I just feel like,
The girl I'm trying to be for you,
Is not the kindda person I like to be.
I just wanna be the kindda girl for you.
Whom you see in me,
Deep inside me,
That I'm really someone special,
That you really treasure, and not let go.

Why don't I get the chance?
Why do I always feel left-out?
Why do I feel like I'm just being a fool for you?
Why do I feel your embarrass about me?

Am I not good enough?
I feel so insecure.
And yet, I try not to compare us with others.

The Plans

Although I'm not a perfect person,
I try to do my best for you.
It's because I love you so much that I want to make you happy,
For the rest of your life or for the time I'm with you.

It's not easy to organize everything and plan what's next,
But I try to make it happen,
For a special day like these to come.
And it doesn't happen everyday.
Maybe once or twice a year.

Loving you, I just wanna be with you.
Can't you understand that I just wanna celebrate this special day with you?
Is not like we even celebrate any of our anniversary being together.
I know everyday seems special.
But what about the extraordinary kindda special?
That we go out on a date,
Get that spark lighted up.

I'm not trying to say that staying at home means no Love,
I'm trying to say that we should get out from our comfort zone and have fun.
Get that spark lighted up.

*Argh, stupid blog google thingy, it did not save my previous draft!
Forget it la...

BY2 - 愛上你(KTV版)

Not the person you think I am

The title says it all,
Seems like yesterday was just a fairytale,
And today it's like 2020.
Where the world just starts crashing and stops.
Maybe not now, but in me.

The way I see life,
The way I used to remember it,
It's just not the same anymore.
And for you to take it all,
I gave it all.

Gave it all till I was left alone and shattered,
Gave it all till there's no turning back,
Gave it all till there's no tears anymore,
To you it might seem normal,
But to me its something special.

You're just in-human to hurt me like tat,
You know what I feel and get from you?
Freaking Robot!

aHH, i'M JUST CRAPPING....
Like Jabberworkyvere~

heart-broken

You think everything is alright when things are just crashing down,
You don't even take a look back at me,
Everything's just gonna crash sooner or later if you don't change.

Ive been here for you always, and no matter how hard i try
you always don't appreciate me
and what about me when i needed you the most??
do you care?

and now, as things are on the edge of falling deeply into a black hole,
which there will be no return,
both of us are just going our own separate ways
I don't know how this is gonna be..

At times i just feel so mad tat i just wanna walk away
But I just Love you so much tat i Can't do all of those!
Please.. O just please...

Happy HALLOWEEN!!!

Hello!!!
Guess what,
I cooked a full meal today!!!
Do i Get a high 5???
(HIGH 5 TO MY BF AND HIS DAD)

OWH MAN... UPDATE MORE~

I wonder why

So, tell me how much more can a person be hurt?
Are there any limits to it?
It gets you wondering and pondering upon the issue over and over again,
It disturbs you every time your not doing anything,
But when your about to do something,
It distracts you ain't it?

The feeling and emotions you feel are hurtful to your body,
especially your chest;
mainly because your chest is the gate to your heart.
And someone is at the gate banging and trying to reach for it.
But You ain't letting it in~
Yet it comes naturally.

You feel like forgiving and forgetting the issue or the person,
Yet you feel unsettled and not at peace.
But all you can do is curl up on bed and weep till you sleep,
Or you can just make the first move...

Either saying your sorry, or just forgive them..

"A Win-win situation is better than letting SOMEONE DOWN"

~Junnie~

Rice is very important to our lives. Why?

Because My Lovely Boyfriend is One.
Let me Share it with You.

He is like my rice, my food to sustain me.
To keep me healthy and pump up for the day.
Without you, is like being a fimzy person on the street.
All wobbly and weak.
You give me the energy, to get up from my bed.
You contain some protein, which my body needs to grow and repair itself.
Such as when we get hurt, when we have our ups and downs.
Also the fiber that can help my body get rid of waste products everyday.
Such as all the arguments and disagreements we have, we throw all of them away.
Cause we only want to have and to remember all the sweet stuffs.
You also contain B vitamins, which release the energy from the food we eat and help my body to work properly.
And for that, I love my Written "CHIN PIN HON" rice..

Honey Asked Me to..

And so im back
Guess why?
Cuz my boyfriend asked me why i stop blogging or something...
And i was like.. Busy la.. this la that la...
And so.. i decided to start blogging again..
This is for you, My love..

This morning as u walked out the house for work,
I started to miss u already,
But then I decided to do most of the chores,
Helping you around the house.
And as i was ironing your white shirt,
I found Rm 50..~
After that, Papa (your dad ) came up and served me super hot Milo with Milk..
errr... Okie la... he made it... =)

I was surprised to that you called me many times today..
But i think you were up to something...
It's because of your car huh?
gUess so..
But i liked it..

Well, I kindda noticed that things are changing these few days
His LOVE for me is growing somehow..
Well, Guess what...
Today i helped him out in teaching the salsa's beginners class and after that we went for MC D'S and got ourselves those Green Glass Cup.. yipee~

(sad we din't take any pic today)

My FIRST SEMESTER break from PLKN

I'm in Plkn Bintulu, Sarawak
This is my Semester Break,
And i miss my Deary~

I miss Him so much till I kiss baby green lizard goodnight,
And I hold on to the pocket picture Darling gave me.
I'm so blessed to have him as my boyfriend, future partner~husband.
I'M SO SO SO HAPPY
I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!
I can't wait to see Dear Dear again,
Can't wait to be by his side once more.
I love you PIN HON.
Muackx Muackx
XOXO

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