God Given

God gave us life,
He gave us everything we could possibly have.
But why can't someone with both legs and arms do something?
But ask and beg, sometimes command??
Are we that spoiled that we're born with a Silver spoon???

And yet, i get hit back on my face.
"WHY DID GOD GAVE ME TO YOU"
should i take this statement into consider?
should i tell you that everything has a purpose?
Don't come telling me this when I'm right infront of you.
You wanna put that statement into my mind, please do it in your own space.
Not when Im around.

Because it hurts.
It hurts knowing that your complaining that I'm a gum placed into your hands,
and cant be scraped off.
To you, I seem to be unappreciative to the works you've done for me.
But have you actually took the time to look back and say:
"WOW, SHE REALLY SPEND SO MUCH DOING THIS FOR ME"
"WOW, SHE REALLY SACRIFICE FOR ME"
"WOW, SHE REALLY CARED"
"WOW, SHE GAVE THE MOST FOR ME AND TOOK THE LEAST"
"WOW, JUST BECAUSE OF ME, SHE DID IT"

have you???
Sometimes i just wanna shout back at you when you say those kinds of things.
Everytime i just shut up.... shut my mouth from saying anything that hurts you... and keeps it inside.
But u dont know how dangerous it could be when i burst.
You deserve to know, you felt it before.
Please dont make the same mistakes.
I dont wanna do the same old shit again.

Just keep moving forward~