How much do I want to do things behind your back?
How much do I want to see you get hurt?
How much do I want to lie?
HOW much?
If only you knew how were things between.
If only you knew that I never meant to hurt you.
If only you knew I only did this because I know your temper and jealousy could kill us both.
If only you knew I never once gave up on you, but to move on just because hurting both you and I are just.. so... PAINFUL!