Sometimes I wonder what I'm hoping for,
Feels like I've lost my sense of direction.
Knowing that we're just sitting on the see-saw,
up and down up and down,
not knowing when one is going to stop.
Who says it's going to be an easy ride?
Although time is not on my side,
but I would strive for what's best for all.
I feel that I'm not getting the support and encouragement,
I dont know what I'm good at anymore.
Help me find my way through,
although it's just a little tiny one.
I feel blocked.
Like I can't breathe.
Since that morning, I've been hoping.
But each day I feel like I'm getting weaker and weaker.
My appetite has decrease.
Body getting weaker and sometimes it shakes.
Just don't push me away.
Talk to me.
I don't even know what's going on nor what your thinking.
So please, if you wanna be happy..
just talk it out so that we both know.
For the best of us.
