Good to have Nice people around

Yes we do know that my beloved had to attend Salsa festival for 4 days,
But I had people inviting me over their house to chill...
On Thursday and Friday I was over my mom's place.
And yesterday I was over our neighbour's house.
OOOO.... NICE TIME.
They bought this big bottle of Sake and 5 of us totally finished it.
Oh not to mention, Desmon and Vijin were puffing of CIGARS.
For the first time, in front of me, I see people puffing on those.
Well, they also had thier own bongs for Shisha...
But probable we'll have that next time because Desmond hasnt set the Charcoal..
So yeah... It was fun...
And Vijin just came back from Saudi, Welcome back!!
haha...
Just realise somehow I came back light headed!

Not drunk yea

Gossip Gurls

Walao!
I know I'm much younger and much more capable.
Not to mention I don't have wrinkles and sags or maybe mustache growing out.
I just don't like people going around telling other people about other people's life;
gossips and lies!

Let me ask you something,
Is it wrong to know someone new?
A new friend?

Well, let me tell you something Gossipers.
The friend I just met,
Is a very nice fellow.
We could relate to each other in a way.
Why?
Same age, or should I say GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE?
You wanna POISON my LIFE, go ahead.
Because that's what you'll do during your free time right?

Scenario 1: (over the phone)
Person 1: Hey, You know I heard from someone that your daughter is stalking X.
Person 2: Is it?
Person 1: Yes la, you think I'm lying to you r? She's stalking X on facebook, msn, etc.
Person 2: Ai ya, nevermind la. New friends ma, they just met ma.
Person 1: Heloo!! You know your daughter, she's good with guys. Don't you think she's stalking X, and flirting with him?
Person 2: Hmmm....
Person 1: Furthermore, X is a romeo and Juliet type. Have you seen X's blog?
Person 2: No, what's it about?
Person 1: X totally blog all about X personal life.
Person 2: owh. K la..

Scenario 2: (at home)
Cousin 1: hey, you go chat with X?
Me: yeah, sometimes... not so often la.. why r?
Person 2 : WHAT? You chat with X r? Better becareful r..
Me: why?
Person 2: cause I heard from person 1 that X is a "romeo juliet" type.
Me: so??? how come r?
Person 2 : have you read X BLOG?
Me: yeah, and i kindda think it relates to me in a way.. like i write poems, or wtv... right Cousin 1? have u read my blog?
Cousin 1: yeah, sometimes...
Person 2: Anyways, wtv it is... just becareful k?
Me: (frustrated and angry) So what? Becareful of what? Nothing also... Just friends only la...

Haihz... okay, these are the scenes of what actually happen... It might not be exactly like what i've mention... but roughly it's something like that!
Just hate Gossipers!!!

A New Leaf

I just wanna change myself,
I wanna be someone I always wanted to be.
I used to have a goal,
That I promised someone.

When I turn 21, I would start dressing up like a real lady.
Wearing dresses, and have my own make up sets.
Getting all the attention,
But only longing for ONE.

I don't know how I'm gonna strive for that PERFECT 21 years old Daisy,
Feel like starting it now,
But every time I try,
It just doesn't work.
Maybe because I don't shop much,
Maybe I'm not born to be like tat,
But why do I have a longing to do so?

[HD] After School - Because of You MV / 애프터스쿨 - 너 때문에 뮤직비디오

frustrated

Good morning World, another good day to live.
I'm trying my best to blog, upload pictures, and do some creative stuff
but it's hard... there's always an error or it takes too long, or i don't know..
I'm getting frustrated,
and I feel like giving up on blogging.

No matter what,
I'll continue to try till I get it done,
and by the mean time,
Do comment what I should blog about.
Thanks

Relationships are tricky!

I just realized that relationships are tricky.
The strategies we think SHOULD work, don't work!
The strategies we think WON'T work, do work...

Let me tell you what I learn during being in a relationship:
When we chase girlfriends, boyfriends or even dogs, they run away!
Why?
Because we are chasing them!

When we try to trap people in relationships,
they can't wait to escape!
But when we LET GO of them, give them freedom,
they usually come back.
This is 80% true from my experience,
and some of you readers have experienced that 20% of them run away for good when u give them too much freedom.

Even trying to change people is a bad idea!
Why?
Because it doesn't work.
End result = You get frustrated and they hate you, maybe ignore you!

Singapore Movie (damn funny)

Dear viewers and frens

I'm sorry i tagged you on facebook about my link... but I will try to update every now and then. will upload our pictures too. so keep coming back for more k?

Something to Share

Where were you when I said, I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
And where were you when I needed you the most?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you
I don't want you to leave me, I need you
Thinking of all the times we shared

I keep thinking that I'm not fine enough for you
That I'm too fat for you
And I keep thinking I'm not wild enough for you
That your embarrass with me
But I don't want and wont waste our time trying to figure out

I remember when my heart broke
I remember when I gave up everything for you
I remember releasing my anger and sadness in the park,
In my diary too
And where were you?
My heart couldn't take no more
I was sad and lonely

I remember when I walked out
I remember when I scream, and hated the stuff you did
Showed that Black face that you hated so much
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you
More and more each day

No one knew all the pain I went through
Giving up something precious we could have
There was nowhere else to go
Nobody else to turn to

All the love I saved deep in my heart for you
Didn't know, where I would go, where I would be with you
It just keeps telling me so,
That your the one
For the rest of my life, I promise myself

I know we're both scared Bi
But you gotta give me everything
Let me be the one who can take you
From all the things you've seen and heard or experienced
And if you trust in me
I can be there for anything you need

Share with me, please I beg you
Give it all to me, bi
Don't run from me, I'll give you every little piece of me
And not leaving out a tiny thing

I trust you, I love you, I want you, I need you
and I don't care what others say about us.

The End Result

See, as I mention earlier.
The plans I plan for you,
It's just a failure.

You don't even wanna celebrate your birthday with me.
I feel so disappointed when u just blew the candles and not cut the cake.
and your first impression of the cake was, Why the cake so big one?
Can't you be happy about it?

But then you could have fun and celebrate with others,
how unfair is this?
Don't just tell me you went out with your colleagues,
But there were others..
And do u even know why the reason the celebrated with you?
Because you had cancelled my plans,
That they planned something else for you.
Within one attempt, they could celebrate with you,
But for me it has been many attempts...

And it it wasn't for my invitation,
They wouldn't even know today's your birthday,
Unless they view your facebook profile or wtv,
That they mention it's your birthday!

I just feel like,
The girl I'm trying to be for you,
Is not the kindda person I like to be.
I just wanna be the kindda girl for you.
Whom you see in me,
Deep inside me,
That I'm really someone special,
That you really treasure, and not let go.

Why don't I get the chance?
Why do I always feel left-out?
Why do I feel like I'm just being a fool for you?
Why do I feel your embarrass about me?

Am I not good enough?
I feel so insecure.
And yet, I try not to compare us with others.

The Plans

Although I'm not a perfect person,
I try to do my best for you.
It's because I love you so much that I want to make you happy,
For the rest of your life or for the time I'm with you.

It's not easy to organize everything and plan what's next,
But I try to make it happen,
For a special day like these to come.
And it doesn't happen everyday.
Maybe once or twice a year.

Loving you, I just wanna be with you.
Can't you understand that I just wanna celebrate this special day with you?
Is not like we even celebrate any of our anniversary being together.
I know everyday seems special.
But what about the extraordinary kindda special?
That we go out on a date,
Get that spark lighted up.

I'm not trying to say that staying at home means no Love,
I'm trying to say that we should get out from our comfort zone and have fun.
Get that spark lighted up.

*Argh, stupid blog google thingy, it did not save my previous draft!
Forget it la...

BY2 - 愛上你(KTV版)

Not the person you think I am

The title says it all,
Seems like yesterday was just a fairytale,
And today it's like 2020.
Where the world just starts crashing and stops.
Maybe not now, but in me.

The way I see life,
The way I used to remember it,
It's just not the same anymore.
And for you to take it all,
I gave it all.

Gave it all till I was left alone and shattered,
Gave it all till there's no turning back,
Gave it all till there's no tears anymore,
To you it might seem normal,
But to me its something special.

You're just in-human to hurt me like tat,
You know what I feel and get from you?
Freaking Robot!

aHH, i'M JUST CRAPPING....
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