The Plans

Although I'm not a perfect person,
I try to do my best for you.
It's because I love you so much that I want to make you happy,
For the rest of your life or for the time I'm with you.

It's not easy to organize everything and plan what's next,
But I try to make it happen,
For a special day like these to come.
And it doesn't happen everyday.
Maybe once or twice a year.

Loving you, I just wanna be with you.
Can't you understand that I just wanna celebrate this special day with you?
Is not like we even celebrate any of our anniversary being together.
I know everyday seems special.
But what about the extraordinary kindda special?
That we go out on a date,
Get that spark lighted up.

I'm not trying to say that staying at home means no Love,
I'm trying to say that we should get out from our comfort zone and have fun.
Get that spark lighted up.

*Argh, stupid blog google thingy, it did not save my previous draft!
Forget it la...

BY2 - 愛上你(KTV版)

Not the person you think I am

The title says it all,
Seems like yesterday was just a fairytale,
And today it's like 2020.
Where the world just starts crashing and stops.
Maybe not now, but in me.

The way I see life,
The way I used to remember it,
It's just not the same anymore.
And for you to take it all,
I gave it all.

Gave it all till I was left alone and shattered,
Gave it all till there's no turning back,
Gave it all till there's no tears anymore,
To you it might seem normal,
But to me its something special.

You're just in-human to hurt me like tat,
You know what I feel and get from you?
Freaking Robot!

aHH, i'M JUST CRAPPING....
Like Jabberworkyvere~

heart-broken

You think everything is alright when things are just crashing down,
You don't even take a look back at me,
Everything's just gonna crash sooner or later if you don't change.

Ive been here for you always, and no matter how hard i try
you always don't appreciate me
and what about me when i needed you the most??
do you care?

and now, as things are on the edge of falling deeply into a black hole,
which there will be no return,
both of us are just going our own separate ways
I don't know how this is gonna be..

At times i just feel so mad tat i just wanna walk away
But I just Love you so much tat i Can't do all of those!
Please.. O just please...

Happy HALLOWEEN!!!

Hello!!!
Guess what,
I cooked a full meal today!!!
Do i Get a high 5???
(HIGH 5 TO MY BF AND HIS DAD)

OWH MAN... UPDATE MORE~

I wonder why

So, tell me how much more can a person be hurt?
Are there any limits to it?
It gets you wondering and pondering upon the issue over and over again,
It disturbs you every time your not doing anything,
But when your about to do something,
It distracts you ain't it?

The feeling and emotions you feel are hurtful to your body,
especially your chest;
mainly because your chest is the gate to your heart.
And someone is at the gate banging and trying to reach for it.
But You ain't letting it in~
Yet it comes naturally.

You feel like forgiving and forgetting the issue or the person,
Yet you feel unsettled and not at peace.
But all you can do is curl up on bed and weep till you sleep,
Or you can just make the first move...

Either saying your sorry, or just forgive them..

"A Win-win situation is better than letting SOMEONE DOWN"

~Junnie~

Rice is very important to our lives. Why?

Because My Lovely Boyfriend is One.
Let me Share it with You.

He is like my rice, my food to sustain me.
To keep me healthy and pump up for the day.
Without you, is like being a fimzy person on the street.
All wobbly and weak.
You give me the energy, to get up from my bed.
You contain some protein, which my body needs to grow and repair itself.
Such as when we get hurt, when we have our ups and downs.
Also the fiber that can help my body get rid of waste products everyday.
Such as all the arguments and disagreements we have, we throw all of them away.
Cause we only want to have and to remember all the sweet stuffs.
You also contain B vitamins, which release the energy from the food we eat and help my body to work properly.
And for that, I love my Written "CHIN PIN HON" rice..

Honey Asked Me to..

And so im back
Guess why?
Cuz my boyfriend asked me why i stop blogging or something...
And i was like.. Busy la.. this la that la...
And so.. i decided to start blogging again..
This is for you, My love..

This morning as u walked out the house for work,
I started to miss u already,
But then I decided to do most of the chores,
Helping you around the house.
And as i was ironing your white shirt,
I found Rm 50..~
After that, Papa (your dad ) came up and served me super hot Milo with Milk..
errr... Okie la... he made it... =)

I was surprised to that you called me many times today..
But i think you were up to something...
It's because of your car huh?
gUess so..
But i liked it..

Well, I kindda noticed that things are changing these few days
His LOVE for me is growing somehow..
Well, Guess what...
Today i helped him out in teaching the salsa's beginners class and after that we went for MC D'S and got ourselves those Green Glass Cup.. yipee~

(sad we din't take any pic today)

My FIRST SEMESTER break from PLKN

I'm in Plkn Bintulu, Sarawak
This is my Semester Break,
And i miss my Deary~

I miss Him so much till I kiss baby green lizard goodnight,
And I hold on to the pocket picture Darling gave me.
I'm so blessed to have him as my boyfriend, future partner~husband.
I'M SO SO SO HAPPY
I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!
I can't wait to see Dear Dear again,
Can't wait to be by his side once more.
I love you PIN HON.
Muackx Muackx
XOXO

X-kisses
O-hugs

Get A Freaking Life

Please don't take it personal, But Seriously.
I'm referring this post to only one person!

I hate the way you are treating me and the people around me,
If you have a problem with him,
Don't go spilling your ALCOFOLIC DRINK on my boy,
and do go telling me negative stuff about him.
You and your frens (whom just met him) don't like him,
then SHUT THE HELL UP,
I LOVE HIM!
Everyone knows your pretending to be Drunk,
Going around and offering your drink to us in the club.
In the end, u did not come for my 18th Birthday Countdown!
3-2-1???
- You are such a disappointment and i feel sorry for you. -
-Wake up and realize that this is a real world, know your emotions.-

DON'T COME BLABBING TO ME ABOUT MY OWN RELATIONSHIP, AND WHO YOU THINK IS RIGHT FOR ME!

E-L-O-P-E

Guess what,
I've moved out of my house.
Am currently staying in with my boyfriend.
(sigh!!)
It's depressing to stay at home, depressing to be alone..
Depress not being able to be as free as I want..
And so, now it come to a phase of my life where I'm currently living outta my house..
Well, I'll find a job soon..
Hopefully nearby his house
Cuz I dun wan Pin to pay for all my stuff..
And am trying to ask my principle if i could do my studies on a part-time basis...

I've been crying alot, being down, feeling like taking my life away.. but somehow... i just dun see a way to do so..

To my family members, thanks for caring and trying to force me to go back...
but somehow.. i cant.. and i feel so so so sorry for tat
To my sister Yvette, thanks for telling me Mum's condition and hows things going on
To my friends, thanks for being there for me...
and last but not least,
To my beloved Boyfriend, I love you so much and thank you for your kindness you have showed upon me even when I was down and gone.

Squeeky Voice

We were celebrating my mum's 50th birthday,
and Huor Loong (sis bf) and Pin (my bf) came out with this idea..
But Huor Loong was challenging enough to do it...

This is the most funniest thing I have ever seen!
Watch this video clip about my so called "Brother-in-Law"

P.s - DO NOT TRY THIS!!
THE HELIUM GAS WILL COMBINE WITH UR BLOOD AND CAUSE...
I DUNNO WAT....
ANYWAYS, DUN TRY THIS!

We went Genting Again

We just came back from our trip to Genting,
see How misty it really gets?

We were sight seeing the temple and that overview the mountains

~Sweeeeet Momentsssss~

This is How much I Love this Family

I'm not in good terms now,
so don't go pissing my ass off.
I'm gonna leave this house as soon as u know,
because I don't find peace here.
If I'm treating this house like an inn,
then I'll go out and find my own home.
I rather stay out than to stay here,
for I do not need your concern.

Pity who?
I don't know.

You want to be this way,
I'll let u be.
But do not forget,
I'll always do the opposite of what u want me to be.
I don't want to be a GOODIE GURL all my Life.

IT'S MY TURN TO SHINE!
like it or not,
I'M GONNA BE YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE!

If you are reading my blog, I'll bet you'll be mad.
Don't go shouting and yelling your heads off at me,
try realizing them, digest my WORDS!

No one actually knows how i feel deep inside,
No one cares much as i want them to,
No one knows what I'm thinking of.

Maybe it's not you,
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe I'm Problematic and Psycho.

But it all ends up to be your child,
Your only second child,
Your Daughter.
.Daisy.